I find hard
to breathe
As life just
eats away
At the faces
that surround me
They look
tired today
The lady at
my table
Doesn't want
me here
I just want
to talk to her
But would she
laugh to my accent
And make fun
of me
It doesn't
seem like
The blue
sky's here for me
There are no
girls in here
As far as I
can see
Only pin-up
posters
Looking down
at me
Watching
papercups of coffee
Growing cold
before my eyes
All the
things I see
That makes me
realize
I'm in this
big world without you
Nothing tomy
name
I never knew
that
Blue sky
meant such pain
I'm dying to
be different
In the coffee
shop
I lived to
double strength
Now my
supplies are cut
Oh, I'm older
than my looks
And older
than my years
I'm too young
to take on
My deepest
fears
I used to be
confused
But now I
just don't know
Since you
left I've been watching